:)

:)

today feels like one of those days that my veins seem to stream sadness. it makes me feel angry the depth the sadness reaches sometimes and yet i know that is who i am…it is that sadness that makes me who i am…it gives me purpose and emotion and those raw pieces that i believe is what makes me beautiful and able to soar.

i decided to make a list of things that make me happy….to celebrate ( and distract ) from the sad.

-feeding em her first bottle of the day…although i can hardly keep my eyes open she is the most awake and HAPPY.

-baking

-the action i created that makess everything warm and soft in photoshop.

-the belief in our story not being over.

-hudsons new word discoveries…daily.

-texting. i heart this.

-the way God chose to make things so specifically. nothing is bland.

-the smell of crayons.

-5:00pm

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